Half Insane.
Im going like soo damn half insane, I don't know how trouble I am now. My heart so burn, full with pain and feel like urgh this life so annoy, Im Im Im so have the so stringy mind. Full of sadness and loneliness and waiting for some fix me, but who want to fix me? Iam alone. I want to fix myselft but as my mind going string or fibrous It was like Im half insane.
I think I just need friend.
Today, I spend all my day with tears then this night Im talking like crazy person. Sad, and mad does not feel happy.
Got advices, anf feel that yes it's true but my heart pain, broke, and make me down not to hear the advices, lost my condfident and not have strength anymore.
I just need love, I just want people understand me, not give me advices and look me dirty just make me going down. Maybe the advices true but I won't here because I still hope people to understands me love me, at least, advices me with lot of love, with full of softness.
After breake into tears and now Im going insane. Think to fix my pain but actually make me more look like insane, losing hope and I just can describe it that Im DOWN.
Miss people I love but they not to miss me like I miss them. All people just going to blame me, I know Iam like a trouble but it was after I think hundred times about my pain, pain and pain.
I need love, softness love , true love that not look at me diry.
"If you do love them, you will never look at them dirty"
"whanever they diry themselft, making eror, you can give them advices with full of love and softness and not make them down"
"Advices have two roles either make people down or give them spirit"
Urghh, who will fix me now? Nonsene!
Bye.
Metal melted in the fire to produce swords.
It's our life, don't feel down, dont hope for someone to fix you, don't wait for love but find the love and fixe yourselft, keep your attitiude to avoid trouble, when face trouble don't give up, face it then when you success, don't be so arrogant, you have more trouble to face.
11 December 2014, 7:49 AM ϟ 1
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